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In my memory

That summer, we talked endlessly
always, about everything,
fusion, nothing new for you
i felt, hey, under and, cool breezes
the heavenly

face me, sitting in my memory,
hold me, i remember
face me, sitting in my memory,
hold me, i remember

and we argue, constantly
disagree, about everything
distance, nothing new for me
i feel uneasy, under this thing
thoughts away
the heavenly

face me, sitting in my memory,
hold me, i remember
face me, sitting in my memory,
hold me, i remember
i remember

and darkness falls in my eyes
and days are far from rosy now
and if i asked for the sky
would you still shelter me
when the sky falls

i remember
i remember

face me, sitting in my memory,
hold me, i remember
face me, hidden in my memory,
hold me, i remember
i remember
sitting in my memory
i remember

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"tertawalah.. saat kita bertemu"
"menangislah.. saat kita berpisah"
dan "berteriaklah saat kita bertemu kembali"

gw sedih bgt kehilangan banyak orang yg deket ama gw... suatu saat emang kita harus berpisah dengan orang2 terdekat..
hix.. tambah lagi gw harus berpisah ama temen kita kamar no.7!! dogel kemaren baru berangkat. lorong setan "orchidhouse" kembali sunyi dari dentuman trebel nyata dan suara2 keras ego seorang DOGEL... T_T tersisa gw ama ipan en dudud deh.

but life must GO on..
and... let's torture the new guy!!!! muahauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhau

Dark Poem



Underneath,
Underneath the warmth and smiles,
I am there

There is where I am frail and angry-
Trying so hard to understand,
And failing miserably

There is where I am rude and ugly,
Where I am tired and confused,
And no one seems to understand
My insanity

And down there is where I am a liar,
Where I am hurt and depressed,
And my self-loathing
Is impenetrable

And down there is where I question,
All that is me and surrounds me,
All of the masks that people wear,
So much like my own...

For, down there,
Where I am moody and sad,
I am possibly,
Absolutely,
Incredibly,

Alone.


Claire K.
written on 8/29/02