Thursday, January 24, 2008

ini nih dari judulnya aja dah tau...
pasti pada bisa nebak. masalah cinta.
sebenernya bukan masalah terbesar gw saat ini untuk memikirkan dia.
dia yg pernah 'towel' hati ku ini.. (najong bgt gw ngetiknya).
saat ini gw lg ada beberapa kerjaan yg lg gw kerjain..
daripada ngantuk mending nulis blog yg jarang gw sentuh.
tp sebelumnya gw bingung mo nulis apa.

sambil 'klak klik' mouse di Illustrator ga tao kenapa kok gw jadi gatel
pengen liat msn msngr molo.. padahal ga ada yg penting.
mungkin dah terbiasa kali yah karena semua org yg pernah gw suka dan sayang
ada di msn msngr smua. barusan ini untuk kesekian kalinya gw ngeliat ada nick
org yg belum lama ini gw suka. selalu online pula beberapa hari ini.
dan kayaknya percuma untuk sapa.. selalu ga ada jawaban
jawaban kadang muncul beberapa jam kemudian ato sms. dah basi deh.
tp ga maksud menyalahkan dia. tp gw salahin diri gw kenapa gw bego bgt.
ngapain masi dipikirin. gw dah janji sama diri gw untuk ngelupain dia...
toh gw blm ada apa2nya... duh kepikiran mulu. dang!

maka itu gw dapet ide untuk menuliskan puisi buat dia (atau buat gw).
puisi orang siiiih.. bukan gw yg buat. tp isinya pas bgt.
tp eitt jgn salah sangka.. ini cuma luapan hati bukan keputusasaan gw lho.
bagi gw hal itu akan sangat membantu gw sedikit merasa lega. hehehe.
nih puisinya. zzzzzzz



I want to forget you
I want to forget you
I feel completely defeated
I want to forget you
Like you never existed
Yet you still haunt me out of the blue

I am trapped in a loop
Addicted to you the cook-a-hoop
Sweet and sour you are by the hour
Forgetting you seems beyond my power
Unexpectedly you still torment me for true

Those times we had that were passionate
When time itself seemed completely endless
Kisses between us brewed amongst many a love debate
While our body to body embraces bore life to gladness

But I want to forget you
Start my life anew

But I want to forget you
And find a love that is true

But I want to forget you
For that moment is now due

I want to forget the smiles and tears
And all the blissful months and years
When we built lovely castles in the air
Constantly bathing in a loving atmosphere

I want to abandon you in my house of thoughts
I want to dissolve you in my liquidated vein
No pain- no gain is insane
A sentimental nonsense of the brain

I want to forget you!
I want to forget you!
Like the night forgets the sun
Erase away our memories of fun

If only you knew
The pain I felt once we were through
In you my heart once rejoiced
Now forgetting you is not a choice

Copyright 2007 - Sylvia Chidi

thanks buat Sylvia Chidi..
i like the poem.

GBU

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